I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home

April 24, 2023
In the thoughtful and witty latest from Moore (A Gate at the Stairs), a man takes a road trip with his undead ex-girlfriend. Finn, a recently suspended high school teacher, returns home from New York City to the Midwest after his ex, Lily, dies by suicide. When Finn visits Lily’s grave, she seems alive, yet in the early stages of decomposition. She convinces Finn to drive her to a “body farm” in Tennessee, where she can die once more and become a specimen for forensic research. Interspersed with the road trip are letters written by a boarding house proprietress to her dead sister in the years following the Civil War, which Finn discovers while staying with Lily at a bed and breakfast on the road. As in Moore’s previous work, her characters rifle off barbs (Finn asks the dead but alive Lily, “Are you ghosting me?”) and non sequiturs (after pondering the word tomorrow, Lily asks Finn, “Do you still have satellite radio?”). Some of the jokes are sharper than others, but Moore strikes gold when her characters drop the act and express their feelings, building to a beautiful meditation on the difficulty of letting go, as well as the ways in which a person lives on through the memories of others. The author’s fans will love it, and those new to Moore will want see what else they’ve been missing.